Lost and Found

This is is me. Black and White. My life is a gift. I wish I could capture all the colors and share to you the entertainment. Writing within my boundaries and limited with time, you are invited to my mis-odd-ventures of LOOSING IT AND FINDING IT.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Nice meeting you Santosh

It's a tough competition in Singapore.

I just heared this week that one of my team mate is not going to be renewed. It's really sad news. He's not given much of a chance to improve. It's seems that it's just rally work, nothing personal. The company has very low tolerance for non-performance. You should always watch your own back.

Really sounds cold... I dont know how long can I take the corporate stress. I just leave it to God. I have promised to Him that I'll try to be good in everything I do. I'll try to read signs and if I don't see any reason to move away, I won't.

I still believe I have a great team. I am with them because God has placed them there to teach me something.

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

No such thing as Unaccidental

As I was sitting in the train, thinking of sleeping throughout the travel I saw a friend riding on the next station. From our chatting, I just remembered her birthday is coming. Thank goodness I buy presents in advance. I already have something in mind that I know she will like...

No such thing as unaccidental. If I had not met her on the station, I most probably have missed the chance to let make her feel important, and I'll feel bad for being a poor friend.

Thanks Kindness for these chances...

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Sunday, September 07, 2008

the letter that was not sent

hi there! it has been more than a year but not that long to forget. time seems shorter for my heart is taking baby steps away from you...

im fine. i have gone far since our last talk. i find my feet has taken me to a new land. in less than a year, i was able to able to fulfill the plans we're just discussing, my dreams actually. if you know me i usually dont plan. i just go with the flow. im not so good with change and surprises. anyways, i can say things got better with my career and my family.

as for what i really want, i know there's still something missing. and i know why i cannot go there, im stucked else where. anyways, it's not about you why im writing. im not expecting anything from you. just want to say that im taking those baby steps...To be sure of myself, take the responsibility to choose to be happy and not to be afraid to love again.

it's fate that i met you. i let fate decides how the story ends.

whereever you are now, i want you to know that even if im not with you even if im not beside you, when you need someone to be just there, think of me holding you're hand.

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